MEMORIES OF LOVE

                                                      MEMORIES  OF  LOVE 

It was finally the last day, a week's happiness and love was gonna last till the walk to my office. It's not the end of the world I knew, but still it hurts like it's gonna be the end.

      We get out of the auto and start to walk. With each step forward we know it's our last one together, and it gets harder. we stop by the tea spot and have tea, which I had walked past all this time, just to stay together a little bit longer. But who are we playing with. Time waits for no one,not even Love. 

                      Tea time is over and we start to walk again. With every step forward I think of leaving everything and just be with Him. Every turn on the road, I look for a possible way to escape this, which I know doesn't exist. As my office gate gets nearer, "I don't wanna go" I say, of course in my head. Because we both knew, there was an important meeting that day, which i couldn't skip. Bloody employment days.

          The next turn to our left would be my Office, waiting and shining in all the sun's glory. My good times killer. Murderer!!

          We hold our hands tighter with the intention of never leaving, but we know we have to let go till the next time.We say our Goodbyes, he tells me to have food on time like my mom never tells me now. Our throats swell up as we speak, both on the verge of breaking down. And he finally kisses me on my forehead, the best feeling in a million world. I hugged him and kissed him on his chest, his forehead was too high for me.

Bye and Love You, one last time. I'll miss you.

           And then we let go. The last touch of our hands and he walks away, with my face down I walk towards my office. I was sad but a bit happy, as I realized one of my office peep did saw him kissing me on my forehead.

           These times go by so soon, this happened 8 months ago. And tears do swell up as i write this. When you feel it from the heart Never give up on it, it might take some time but it will happen. And cherish every moment you have with those loved and treasured people. Because these are the times you gonna look back when you miss them, when you hear the song that reminds of them, when you see those old pics.

                                 Love is a beautiful and blessed feeling, be it of any kind.

                                                            Love and be Loved.

                                                 

THOUGHTS

As I was coming back from work, all upset about how my senior scolded me, so many emotions going through me, and it all comes down to one emotion "crying". The tears were about to roll down when I caught hold of my emotions, before someone else caught hold of me crying.

                 And as usual I started skipping from one thought to another through the rest of the ride home. It's amazing how we travel the same route every day with different thoughts going through our mind. As I was thinking about this I skipped to another thought and that was "Life". Life ahaan yeaah right Life, we all come to this thought at some point of the day or night. We think about life often but how strange it is that we still cannot describe or define Life ( Oh Oxford dictionary and Google does but You and I know that's exactly not what I meant). You cannot describe Life in any one word, emotion, feeling or any form, It's just too vast a thing, feeling, form or emotion to explain or describe. And with that I get back to my life that's going on in the same routine day after day. Some days or infact most of the days are the same just as the one that passed by and the one that's about to come.

     But everyday is different, maybe there's only a minute change that happened but its different than the one that passed by, and the one that's about to come.As said by some wise guy "Change is the only thing that's constant. And as I end my not so different day the same way as the one that passed by I made a Minute change by penning down my "Thoughts", not so different than yours.


                             -from the diary of a Not So Different Girl.